You are what you is.

i successfully made chicken noodle soup. finally something edible!

http://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes.aspx/chicken-noodle-soup

Ok, so I’ve been looking around on facebook/myspace and looking at  different friends’ pictures and what not. I’m going to be 25 this year, I’m kinda freaking out about it cause I don’t want to be 25 at all.

BUT MAN some people really show their age! Maybe it’s just me but alot of my friends don’t look 25 or whatever their age may be…but some people I know look at LEAST 25 if not older. Particularly one girl who I remember being the most beautiful girl at school hands down. NOW she looks 30-ish…early 30’s I’d say. How awkward is it that your most beautiful years were in high school and junior high. NOT to say that the younger you are the p rettier you are.

I know this is a shallow post but seriously. I don’t want to get old. Or look old. Or be old. Or act old. I want nothing to do with getting oldER. However, I AM glad that I still have at least the essence of youth on my side. You’re only as old as you feel, right?

I am so bored I don’t know what to do with myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Todd likes the pink and orange starbursts and I like the red and yellow ones. I knew we were meant to be.

I had a dream that I was 8 weeks pregnant. I ran into Amber and JoJo and some other girl, who was really annoying, at the mall.

It was a boy.

I always wake up happy when I have dreams that I’m pregz.

my friend, v, introduced me to this thing called colorgenics. it’s usually dead on. here’s mine for today.

You are so adamant at this time, you are not willing to concede to anything. You are dictatorial with your own ideas and the way you are feeling and there is little that anyone can do to make you change your mind, or to be able to persuade you to make concessions or to accept any compromise.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can’t be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy – be it only for a short time.

At times one is burdened with more than one’s fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant – you know what you wish to achieve – and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

You refuse to relax or to give in and you are endeavouring to keep exhaustion and depression at bay by keeping active. You are experiencing a relationship or a situation which is not satisfactory but you feel powerless to change it. You have that ‘need to be needed’ but you do little to achieve the sense of belonging that you need. You try to disguise your feelings of insecurity and so you continue to resist this state of affairs – and as a consequence you are experiencing tension and stress. Your depression makes you irritable and impatient. You have that urge to get away from the situation, either actually or mentally. You are finding it increasingly difficult to concentrate.

Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled physical or emotional needs are producing considerable stress. You react to this by blaming everyone but yourself. You are aggressive, sarcastic and embittered. Try to be understanding and a little flexible – it will pay dividends in the long run. and it could well be that accordingly all of your dreams could soon be realised.

what’s the verdict?

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